Sing like you just might drown, but always come back home2007--0-9-T06: 1:4:-08:00Suuup, hoe?!buzznet:user:id:1519051http://www.buzznet.com/Copyright (c) 2005, Buzznet, Inc.anamericangodI ♥ New YorkThe PacSun TourGraffiti CreekHorsies!I love me some me...Gossip Girlsbuzznet:user:entry:id:428085512008--0-8-T27: 1:8:-08:002008--0-8-T27: 1:8:-08:002008--0-8-T27: 1:8:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121988877475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121988877475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121988877475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121988877475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121988877475.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121988877475.jpgThat's my little boy.buzznet:user:entry:id:427988012008--0-8-T27: 1:6:-08:002008--0-8-T27: 1:6:-08:002008--0-8-T27: 1:6:-08:00anamericangod He was playing in his water, btw. That's not slobber. hahah.
I'm off to go find something to do. I spend way too much time on here..]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121987858724.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121987858724.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121987858724.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121987858724.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121987858724.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121987858724.jpgrelax, stand back, and watch it happenbuzznet:user:entry:id:427929212008--0-8-T27: 1:3:-08:002008--0-8-T27: 1:3:-08:002008--0-8-T27: 1:3:-08:00anamericangod taken by my mom photoshopped by me]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121987019097.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121987019097.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121987019097.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121987019097.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121987019097.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121987019097.jpg"..um, what are you doing with that large black thing?"buzznet:user:entry:id:427865912008--0-8-T27: 1:1:-08:002008--0-8-T27: 1:1:-08:002008--0-8-T27: 1:1:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-12198627714.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-12198627714.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-12198627714.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-12198627714.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-12198627714.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-12198627714.jpgsing like you just might drownbuzznet:user:entry:id:427478712008--0-8-T26: 1:6:-08:002008--0-8-T26: 1:6:-08:002008--0-8-T26: 1:6:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121979488452.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121979488452.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121979488452.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121979488452.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121979488452.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121979488452.jpg"Whut?"buzznet:user:entry:id:427365912008--0-8-T26: 1:3:-08:002008--0-8-T26: 1:3:-08:002008--0-8-T26: 1:3:-08:00anamericangod This is Arizona, aka Chicken Shit.
I am so fucking irritated right now. I despise being a girl, seriously. I've peed like 15 times today, my lower back is screaming at me, and every little thing annoys the crap out of me. I should be kept away from people in my state.
I don't like this website that much right now. I feel like screaming at people. I've had 6 Diet Cokes and my hands are shaking. My life is shit and people treat me like crap. God fucking damn.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121978301865.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121978301865.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121978301865.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121978301865.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121978301865.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121978301865.jpgUntitled(42636341)buzznet:user:entry:id:426363412008--0-8-T24: 2:1:-08:002008--0-8-T24: 2:1:-08:002008--0-8-T24: 2:1:-08:00anamericangod his voice just sends shivers up my spine. her voice makes my heart ache
It's still not quite the way it was
But you promised me this is love]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121964017386.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121964017386.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121964017386.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121964017386.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121964017386.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121964017386.jpg/clichebuzznet:user:entry:id:426307912008--0-8-T24: 1:9:-08:002008--0-8-T24: 1:9:-08:002008--0-8-T24: 1:9:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121963238173.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121963238173.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121963238173.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121963238173.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121963238173.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121963238173.jpgBe jealous.buzznet:user:entry:id:426024312008--0-8-T24: 1:2:-08:002008--0-8-T24: 1:2:-08:002008--0-8-T24: 1:2:-08:00anamericangod Actually, don't be. I suck at showing so bad haha. The one time I got a blue was in Jumpers with a horse that has done pretty much EVERYTHING in jumpers and is worth a half a million dollars. He acted like such a shit but I loved it.
That silver thing in the backround was the Reserve Champ plate I got at the Jumpers show.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121960649749.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121960649749.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121960649749.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121960649749.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121960649749.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121960649749.jpgGlory days.buzznet:user:entry:id:425024712008--0-8-T22: 1:9:-08:002008--0-8-T22: 1:9:-08:002008--0-8-T22: 1:9:-08:00anamericangod Don’t you know the feeling of looking at yourself and hating everything you see? I’m not curvy – I’m fat. There it is. Right out there. I am ALL for curves. But when you’re not comfortable in your own skin, doesn’t that mean it’s time to change? I don’t feel beautiful, not one bit. My jeans are grinding into my stomach because they’re too tight. Because I gained weight. I look disgusting. I feel disgusting. I am 165 pounds of ugly, and every single day I hate myself for it. I look at myself with hate because I can’t manage to get up and exercise and eat healthier. I failed myself. Every day I say it’s going to be different but it never it, so I continue this vicious circle. I verbally abuse myself and say it will be better but I can't stop myself.
I miss the times where it was simpler. I was happy.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121945869326.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121945869326.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121945869326.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121945869326.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121945869326.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121945869326.jpgi got a little editing happybuzznet:user:entry:id:424901612008--0-8-T22: 1:5:-08:002008--0-8-T22: 1:5:-08:002008--0-8-T22: 1:5:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121944465627.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121944465627.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121944465627.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121944465627.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121944465627.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121944465627.jpgPlacid.buzznet:user:entry:id:424738612008--0-8-T22: 1:0:-08:002008--0-8-T22: 1:0:-08:002008--0-8-T22: 1:0:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121942450855.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121942450855.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121942450855.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121942450855.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121942450855.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121942450855.jpgPick a color, any color.buzznet:user:entry:id:424527512008--0-8-T21: 2:1:-08:002008--0-8-T21: 2:1:-08:002008--0-8-T21: 2:1:-08:00anamericangod I'm dying my hair soon. Woo!]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121938022322.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121938022322.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121938022322.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121938022322.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121938022322.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121938022322.jpglittle dog is not amused.buzznet:user:entry:id:424287712008--0-8-T21: 1:4:-08:002008--0-8-T21: 1:4:-08:002008--0-8-T21: 1:4:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121935287521.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121935287521.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121935287521.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121935287521.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121935287521.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121935287521.jpglook to the day the earth will shakebuzznet:user:entry:id:424192512008--0-8-T21: 1:0:-08:002008--0-8-T21: 1:0:-08:002008--0-8-T21: 1:0:-08:00anamericangod these weathered walls will fall away]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121933983578.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121933983578.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121933983578.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121933983578.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121933983578.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121933983578.jpgheather and gabbybuzznet:user:entry:id:424130012008--0-8-T21: 0:8:-08:002008--0-8-T21: 0:8:-08:002008--0-8-T21: 0:8:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121933258207.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121933258207.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121933258207.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121933258207.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121933258207.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121933258207.jpgsmile!buzznet:user:entry:id:423778412008--0-8-T20: 1:6:-08:002008--0-8-T20: 1:6:-08:002008--0-8-T20: 1:6:-08:00anamericangod this girl is my favorite.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121927597137.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121927597137.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121927597137.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121927597137.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121927597137.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121927597137.jpgbest.buzznet:user:entry:id:423741312008--0-8-T20: 1:5:-08:002008--0-8-T20: 1:5:-08:002008--0-8-T20: 1:5:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121927042577.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121927042577.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121927042577.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121927042577.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121927042577.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121927042577.jpgRain Dancebuzznet:user:entry:id:423728212008--0-8-T20: 1:4:-08:002008--0-8-T20: 1:4:-08:002008--0-8-T20: 1:4:-08:00anamericangod ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/thumb-msg-121926765199.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/synd-msg-121926765199.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/mob-msg-121926765199.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/gallery-msg-121926765199.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/large-msg-121926765199.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/anamericangod/default/feat-msg-121926765199.jpgthere you go, riley.buzznet:user:entry:id:419768512008--0-8-T13: 2:2:-08:002008--0-8-T13: 2:2:-08:002008--0-8-T13: 2:2:-08:00anamericangod 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