Save your breath and get down with me.

when you find out who your real friends are. I truly wanted to believe that you were one of my closest, if not my best, friend. Apparently I was wrong & for that I apologize... I just wish you cared.

Anyway. Hey, buzznet. I've been pretty MIA from this website, which definitely sucks because I've met some amazing people here. It also saddens me that the people I was close to on here don't post as much anymore but, at least I still have who matters.

About a week ago I took the trip home to Maryland, it's been have horrible half amazing.. the amazing is pretty amazing though so that's kind of outweighing the horrible. I've been working a lot. And by a lot, I mean 10 - 9 at the barn 4 days a week, the other days spent doing school and trying to finish up this monster of a research paper I have. Which is due May 1st. Which probably will not happen. I'm kind of past caring, as bad as that is.

I took a horse back riding lesson for the first time since January... ow. I don't have my riding muscles anymore. & I've always had problems with my right ankle, which starts becoming painfully sore about 10 minutes into my lesson every time. And let's see... it's been doing that for probably 2 years. I don't know what it is.

My 15th birthday is on Wednesday. I'm leaving on an airplane to Rhode Island on Thursday. Hoodwink is Friday. Bamboozle is Saturday & Sunday. Exciting.

I'm really ashamed to say that missing BNDP2 Tour makes me almost painfully sad. I've been missing a certain MD band a lot lately. I wish I didn't dislike myself for it... but they are literally my achilles heel in music. I don't even know why.

I'd write a longer update but.. that's basically all that's been going on. Work & school.

Ah, welcome to real life, Jenna.

it doesn't even matter now. we could have truly had it all.